Definition of an optimist.....

For Christmas last year, my mother got me a two year calendar. I'm half way through the first year.

At the time I saw the calendar (like so many that I've carried over the years...) I thought, "Dang, she's an optimist."

You know, she might be right... I might be around long enough to finish this calendar. I've already got events listed in December, 2016.

Here's to the optimists in my life... that keep me going. Even when I'm sore and grumpy.

Comments

  1. UnknownAugust 4, 2016 at 6:54 PM

    I'm a cockeyed optimist, and we'll cruise together when you can!

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Schroedinger's Cat and my liver tumor

Image
The short version of Schroedinger's cat experiment (note: only hypothetical cats were theoretically harmed with this experiment) Schrödinger's cat: a cat, a flask of poison, and a radioactive source are placed in a sealed box. If an internal monitor detects radioactivity (i.e. a single atom decaying), the flask is shattered, releasing the poison that kills the cat. The Copenhagen interpretation of quantum mechanics implies that after a while, the cat is simultaneously alive and dead. Yet, when one looks in the box, one sees the cat either alive or dead, not both alive and dead. This poses the question of when exactly quantum superposition ends and reality collapses into one possibility or the other. (from Wikipedia.) This is what I'm NOT thinking about while I was on chemo. I don't know if the tumor is alive and growing or dying and decaying. I don't want to second guess... I tried it for a while.. it was torture. If I feel bad does that mean the tumor ...
Read more

Uncertainty... this will be an interesting day.

NOTE: this is mostly a whine. Sorry. Feel free to skip it. I have no idea how today is going to go. I need to get to Moffitt for an appointment with Dr. Chon. I still can't drive. I posted a request for help on Facebook, an acquaintance responded. I think she'll be driving me there, I'll have the appointment, and my roommate will pick me up after work. The last message was she was looking at where I live to see if it is hard to find. OR she won't be able to do it. I've got a neighbor who can drive me, he'll stay with me for the appointment, then drive back. Although, I'm seeing the oncologist/surgeon because I've popped some stitches. That shouldn't happened 4 weeks after surgery. I think there is infection behind the intact stitches. So they'll be looking at it, cleaning it out, resuturing it, and.... maybe keeping me-- depending on --- well, that's my fear. I need to admit that I've still been using the pain med...
Read more

The Chemo Diet

This diet is a slice of absurdity.  First my previous diet goals were eating healthy or losing weight.  Forget all of that.  Here are the points of my current diet (and why I eat at home most of the time.) No restaurant vegs/fruits.  Don't know how well it has been washed.  At home I am to wash the bagged pre-washed salads.  Wash fruits.  That makes sense with apples and other hard fruits where I normally eat the skin.  But washing a banana seems weird. (until you realize that you are handling the outside, then touching the inside with your hands. ) Well done.  Steak. Eggs. Meat.  Cook everything well.  For a medium rare lover, this is just sad. No buffets.  People, lots of sick people. Avoid crowds.  Okay, this is not restaurant suggestion, but it is. Wear a mask.  I own some, haven't worn one in public.  yet.  Add calories to your food.  Whipped cream on Jello.  Creamer in coffee....
Read more