Not dead yet...
Yes, that was bad news. But the medication change gives me hope. The bad news on that (it seems there's always a balance of bad/good news errr... positive/negative news) is that I'm eating constantly. Today I'm hoping to get a grip on that.. Drinking more water, walking, and timing my meals (that is, only eating three meals and two snacks at 6, noon, and 6 with snacks written down. Otherwise, there could be a repeat of yesterday where I ate through an entire sleeve of Ritz crackers (with bits of cheese on top). Currently, my left arm is painful. I've knitted too much (didn't know it was possible) and the triceps for fine motor skills is painful when I try to lift the arm. I'm using my right arm to lift my left arm... feeling quite disabled with this movement. I'm icing and heating it, and have taken some Advil for the pain. I haven't told my daughter that the cancer is back. I don't want to be that crisis mamma. From her distance, ther...